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Two thousand and whaaa?

Heeeyyy! I told you im comming back kailangan lang talaga naming mag usap ng masinsinan ng macbook. Hehe This is an obligatory blog post. I mean, a blogger without a year-endear blog post? C’mmon mamon.

Note: I’m taking advance excuse for the photos, these are the mobile upload photos. everything was on my laptop in Philas. Hope you’re not PMS-ing cus this post might make you say “SABAW” hehe

Aaaaand you might want to go search “The Night Out by Martin Sloveig” and listen while reading my blog post. Its been a party poppers painted in glitter Year. And I couldn’t agree any less.


409455_2436560328047_893001611_na.k.a  MY MONTH

Marine Base to do some drunk soul searching



Roaaadtrip!!! 😀





a.k.a Wi-Fi searching


430149_2711584883489_647164337_n– did some modeling for my bun’s photo exhibit as a project. Feeling ko talaga kay Kaye matutupad mga panagarap namen.

March – Surreal!!

424500_2694741662419_1839765970_nIts been I-don’t-know-how-many-years since we last reunited in Phils complete!


aaaand I got my babies this year! Drake (iPad) Incugirl (Polaroid)

April – The most retarded prank has happened!

Here’s the link if you haven’t read it yet.

How come you havent read it yet?

MAY- Throwback Thursday!

576878_3054684460764_1895764253_n 536581_3054707301335_25293530_nreunited with amazeballs TGI Fridays’ family!

June – Heartbreaking moment

282303_450379881640636_786117927_nAnd how could i not forget how backstreet boys concert broke my heart. Naubusan kame ng tickets. nakaka iyak kaya ayan, we spent it on foooods and bought a new baby and named it Nick Carter. Wild.





This is me and angel my evil twin giving me a ride and helping me to move out to some condo in makati, which I had the most annoying time of my life. I didn’t like the unit i stayed in and the work i had plus the personal problems I am shit facing at that time.

August – The very first time i passed out so bad and it took weeks before my friends get over with what I did. Hilarious! Yes, No picture. Its more safe.

October –

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Foster the people in Manilaaahh

550849_3559202233393_1273279066_n539386_3580598368283_177212328_n580234_3599961972361_1845202996_nof course this is not the best photos i can get you, but this is one of the most fun thang that happened this year, its like you were on a vacation with bunch of friends and doing some coolbeans activity like firefighting first aid and saving your ass from sea, things like that. Fun eh? Magsaysay should open a place like this for recreation hehe


Lets just say from july up to November was the worst. I mean it tested all the micro parts of me. Patience, understanding, faith, fear, self worth, trust, forgiveness, and love. everything was put on a test, and Man that was rude. Personal and work. Well, I’ve always wondered before “how am i gonna do if i was real bad hurt” I never been hurt soooo bad before. Now I experienced. I dont like to speak to anyone, I just want to work I want to occupied my mind from work and never think of anything shitty, all I can do was to CRY and ask the mother loved bacon WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?! But all these shits made me admire myself more (Naks!) I never thought I can still care even I was hurt by that person, I never thought I could still be THAT understanding, I never thought I could handle my anger well, never imagined I could face my fear, never thought I can forgive that easy and still love that person no matter effin’ what.

aaand just late last month, i discovered something, a thing I don’t even know how to put in words.. all I know is I have the right to feel something. Anak ng ano bang something?  but it was a mindblowing “thing” that really question my self worth and a hanging question of “Don’t I have the right to received some shitty explanation?”

I’m just really glad that I have mastered the arts of KEBS. Keber na sa mga negastars at negavibes. Being cold blooded and my the eff i care attitude of mine works at times like this. hehe  I’m just lucky I have all my friends to back me up. Ayan ang emoprimetime na no? hayaan nyo na.

“Always be the better person. Always” Yes, it works keep it as a mantra!


And Yes, November! I’ve bought, read and crazy love the Fifty Shades trilogy! Best purchased of this year!!!


535977_3903849169351_140282657_nThe after math of thesis title defense with my jej girlz

425597_3867282975219_865337008_nThe very first legit Christmas party of my team! Doomsday x Holidaaaze!!!


What in the world did I do to have all these people? I’m such a lucky bunny. Ok maybe just lucky not a bunny.

And it is already quite obvious that I’m in the city where there’s a lot of Pores! SingaPORES! hahahaha *awkward silence*

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Kidding aside, it was great when my sister told me she’s planning to spend christmas with me in Singapore I get allexcited to spend holidays with her in an awesome city! And it is a plus to get a break from all the shitholes that has happened to me this year. I seriously think that this trip is God’s one way of saying “You’ve done a good job this year my child, you deserve a dumpling” hehe but seriously, thank you God and Universe for this!


Yes, it has been a shitty year for me, but at least I gave a good fight. And I am thankful for this year that I get to experienced a lot of things I never ever in my dreams I could  do. This has been a crazy roller coaster ride, but I’m glad I have every one who deeply loves me to the bones up to their uterus to back me up when I’m at my ugleehhiest time of my life. hehe I love you, you guys know who you are. retards.



look who’s going back to my crazy life? Beeebang!!! the friendship that even vodka cant tear us apart. She’s been MIA since she kicked herself out to school. hahaha bad chic190638_3902277690065_2098909450_n

It’s been a love- kainez relationship 2012 for aoi and I. but we always find the way to get back the fireworks and wodka in our overly attached friendship. I love you, weirdo!

This photo is so gay. hahahahah

May I just list down all the songs that made my 2012 and you guys might want to check em out. 

Internet killed the video star: The Limousines

Kids: Sleigh Bells

Levels: Avicii

Flashback x I created the disco x Feel so close: Calvin Harris

Teenage Crime: Adrian Lux

Trust Issues x The Motto x Hyfr : Drake

Rack City: Tyga

World Spins wildly on: The Weepies

Marching Bands of Manhattan x Stay Young Go Dancing: Death Cab for Cutie

The Scientist: Coldplay

Humming Bird Heartbeat: Katy Perry

Beez in the trap x starship x pound the alarm: Nicki Minaj

We found love x Where have you been x Diamonds: Rihanna

Pumped up Kicks x Call it what you want x Hustling: Foster the People

The Night Out: Martin Sloveig

City of Dreams: Alesso & Dirty South

Fix You: Coldplay (Alesso & Swedish house mafia)

Rock the House x Can’t Stop Me: Afrojack

Kid cudi- Pursuit of happiness (Steve Aoki remix)

Just One: Guetta

Every Chance we get we run: Guetta x Alesso

Ho Hey: The Lumineers

Check em out! They’re Beast!!! 

Project Wonderland x Young Manila videos. 


May we all have party glitter popper kind of year this 2013! Own it. Claim it.

Happy New Year x Holidaaaaze to you coolbean, you! Thanks for staying up to my blog.


14 days till I turned 21! There’s still plenty of time to make mistakes! 



Meet Drake and Incugirl

I’ve been constantly MIA for the past months and totally forgot the things I supposed to blog. If you’re reading my blog since blogspot days, you probably know why I do blogging. I just simply want to have something to read when I reached 60+ years old with my cutie patotie grandsons/daughters and show off how cool their Grammy way back then! Hahaha :)) or just a living proof that I rock my life so fuckin well!

So, how you guys been? It’s the most stressful semester I ever experienced! Well, hello senior years. I still have exam later today but I’m dying to update this blog by writing a post about my new babies!

I’d like to think that they are delayed gifts from my birthday, para meron ulit sa pasko. O dba materialistic ko lang?

Meet “Drake” the new leader of my apple army. I named him drake just because… I am his Nicki minaj like eckkk! haha 🙂  No seriously I like giving names to my things. I named my iPhone “Titanic” para pag nag sync ako, “Titanic is syncing”  (insert socially awkward silence here) K. you can go back to whatever you are doing and leave my jeje blog alone.

and please to meet my Incugirl, it’s a polaroid camera which I’m drooling since last year!  I have already finished my first 20 sheets and they are all terrible. Nahihiya talaga akong ipakita pero Go na!

Used fine and clear mode here. I must use indoor mode nexttime!

The first 3 pictures above was taken by Aoi and my sister. And the last two was taken by me, it was at the Pyromusical. So fireworks yan, ang fail dba? I don’t know what mode I used there, probably “Clear” clear ginamit ko kase maliwanag cause of fireworks, pero ang dilim pa din. Nakaka iyak huhu T___T

Mode: first 3 photos/ Cloudy Last two: Clear/Fine

I think, this is my most “OK narin” photo I ever took.  I have lots of instax during her birthday and it will be shown next blog post! 😀

Mode: Indoor

But I think, the best thing I ever received this month was new queen size bed and an automatic washing machine! If you’re living independently, you’ll get me! Lakas lang maka Nanay #Chweh

It’s not even half of the year, but I already received my Christmas gift! After a very long time (7 years I think), I have finally experienced once again the “normal family set up” I mean, yung uuwi ka na may naghihintay sayo, asking where will you go and what time will you go home is just one of the few things I miss! Ok. ang lakas maka OFW nang mga pinag sasabi ko.

Before everything turned dramatic, Thanks for continually reading my blog and patiently waiting for a new post. I truly appreciate it! Uy, artista lang? hahaha Para yan sa lahat ng nakisakay sa #ARTISTATWEET ko kagabi. *Fistbump

March is indeed my love month! Thank You Lord God


Summer 2011

So I just realized I haven’t blogged anything about how I spent my summer. everyone knows I worked, but none of you know how A-M-A-Z-I-N-G-I-N-G it is, na kailangan ko pa i spell out ng ganyan. (Pero ang point, bagal ko talaga mag update)

WARNING: This is probably the longest entry I’ve made, there are 34 photos in this post and you already know your way out if you got bored (that’s lots of Y), YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. And for those who will stay? LEGGO!

After our final examination we moved to makati right away. Thanks to Mark and Alyssa for giving me a ride to makati and to my Best gay friends Aaron and Len for helping me out with my gazillion maleta.

This is the view from our pad

Yes. That’s what kisses me every night. Oh the gorgeous night lights of makati! We lived in a condo unit in Bel-air Makati along with my schoolmates that happens to be my friends already! (hindi talaga kami magkakakilala dati, we just had a mutual friends that link me to them) *

Our pad is facing Makati Shangri-La and Manila Pen, walking distance lang talaga gumala sa greenbelt and I think we’re just 5min away to Rockwell. I just wish I realized it sooner hahaha 🙂 And also; you can see my stuffs on the table. Ang dami ko talagang dinala, wala akong balak ma roomsick I brought my toys with me.

Yes I did! Yes I did! I cut my hair shorter than I could ever imagine. Yes, I just got off to a relationship that time, but that’s not the reason, read my past entry to find out: (hindi parin talaga ko marunong mag link ng tama, sorry) 2 Days before we jump to our work, Aoi Aei and I met at trinoma to eat out and I suggest if we could get a new haircut! my bullying skills never fails.

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Christmas is near, so is my Birthday!

Heloo! I’m off to 100 days counting until my 20th birthday! isn’t awesome? I’ll be on early adulthood stage anytime soon! I’m really really excited. Still, a bit scared and sad for leaving the teenage years, ghaad the innocence, carefree actions, rebellion? jitters, and curiosity is wicked! Those years are the most nerve-wracking days I’ve probably had.  Too early to say, but I’m ecstatic that I’ll leave that year with the way I planned it. I’m grateful for everything. I reckon live it well!

I’m not blogging about how stoned I was those years, this entry is a shout out to all my FAMILY AND FRIENDS! *wave*

Christmas is near, so is my Birthday! I know you are happily thinking of what best gift you will give to me. I won’t make this hard for you so, I made an awesome bucket list for things I want to received this coming holiday. Heehee Materialistic/Kapal fez much?

Every blogger owns a decent camera. I’m not that techy or gadget geek person or whatever it is. I always rely on my friends camera and to my lovely iphone. I asked my mom to buy me one, and she said; My dad is saving up for a Professional camera that worth 50K. I was like? whaaaat?! No. thank you. I don’t need DSLR, I think it’s overrated I’m no pro and my tamad lifestyle won’t fit to it, it’s too bulky.  SONY NEX3 is I think my long lost bestfriend,I’m praying for this.  It cost around Php. 20,000.00 – Php. 25,000.00 *ehem*

POLAROID. I need it for my 365 project. This cost around 5K.

This is a nuff said. I $%^$%^%$% want it! I totally fell inlove the firts time I saw this  Awesome right? Perfect for our Palawan tour this Febuary~ nu ni nu nu PAG-IIPUNAN KO TO!

I already have Obey shirt

But I’m drooling for a Legit one. I got this from Primadona 🙂

Doc Martens X Sanrio. Everyone knows how much I love Dms. Php. 5,000.00 -Php. 6,000.00 :3

Doc Martens Satchell bag!!! I’ts gorgeous isn’t it? I don’t have much thing with bags but this one is an exception.

 Paperclub by Heima 🙂 This one is a good gift for my new dolled up room! 🙂

Patchwork Holly Day Chair by heima. This is really far from reality, but who knows? Would love this on my room.

I could eat gyoza for like forever! I know none of my friends would give me an expensive gift this holiday (Kukuripot kasi) But this one is pretty close to reality. Friends, I’m begging for this! It won’t hurt your pocket, this cost 75 bucks for 5pcs at Karate Kid. You’ll surely make me happy kid!

And lastly, This past few weeks I’m thinking to adopt a pet. Fat ass Dog  actually. 1….2….3… Whaaaaaat?! Heehee I think you already knew I have this big heart for cats, They’re so snobbish, mysterious, and lazy fat ass house cat. I can see myself with them kasi, minus the fat ass thing hehehe, but seriously I want and needing to adopt one. Opposite attracts, di ba? I’m not quite sure with his breed but he is absolutely a perfect birthday gift!

To you who is thinking to buy me one of this gifts, I will love you forever!

At sayo na nagbabasa lang, I’m curious, what’s your wish list? I might gift you one 🙂 leave me a message.

❤ J

Happy 6th years young

It’s better late than later! Choz haha

This post happened May of this year, yhups while you are relaxingly enjoying your vacation. I’m celebrating one special occasion in my life every May 16th. Only close friends know why, but as what I remembered ,I blog it 3 times in different blogsites hehe :))

Last May 2010 I celebrated it in Singapore with my family, Pero yun din yung araw na bumalik na parents ko sa Pinas. Kaya binigyan nlng nila ko ng pera. I spent it well, as you guys can see. I bought YAKULT! Mababaw lang talaga ko, simple things like this completes my day, even the most special occasion of my life! Drama.

I bet, you guys probably know that I work my ass off this vacation at TGI Friday’s 🙂 I really have no plan to celebrate it the way I did last two years ago. I’m too busy and broke to had one. But, what can I say? I have the sweetest friends! I didn’t expect anything, especially from these guys

No, she doesn’t bite. She just look like hehehe

A really BIG thanks to AOI and Mojaco It’s Mon. actually, but I like to call him that way. These two surprised the hell out of me! Well, actually No. I’m working with Aoi at TGIF we had the same schedule that day, & 2 hrs before our shift, she’s  textting me every seconds of my life. I had an assumptions that she has something for me. But Naaah she’s broke as hell too, so, NO. I tried my best to go to work as early as I can, but Traffic in edsa is being a bitch at that time. Sobrang sayang yung surprised na hinda nilang mag Jowa saken  T____T first time ko sana yun. Lagi kasing scripted yung surprised saken. Sucker much.

 I found AOI all dressed up and ready to work. and she quote; ” Bat ngayon ka lang? Kakaalis lang ni Mon, surprised ka sana namen bat kasi ang tagal mo.” end of quote. Wala akong ibang masisi kundi ang traffic sa Crossing. Badtrip naman Bet ko yung mga ganung surprised eh. Pero hindi parin huli ang lahat.

    I don’t have the nerve to explain to my colleagues why my Birthday is twice a year, and  how come I named Jan as January but I celebrated it on May. Labo diba?  Masaya na nakakapagod mag explain. Hehe

                 Few of my best-friends in Friday’s! Sayang Day Off yung iba.

Sweet colleagues is sweet! My Bday celebration was nearly done but they won’t stop giggling about it!

  Nakikita nyo ba yung baso na hawak nung Kitchen Manager namen? Tinapon saken yun, medyo mabait pa sya kasi dapat isang Pitcher ng malamig na tubig ang binubuhos nila pag birthday.

The Bang Gang! Sayang wala si Len kumpleto sana kami. Day Off kasi si bakla. 😦

But this is one of the coolest Bday Celeb. Thank you to Aoi and Mon who sponsored my cake and genuinely went to Ortigas just to greet me. You sure, are the sweetest Boyfriend among my friends’ boyfriends (Bias tlga) I know you guys are broke at that time, thanks for spending 200 bucks! Love you both, Bigtime!

The Birthday Celebration at BedSpace will coming right up. Tune in guys! This is much more interesting. 😛

Thanks for reading!


Last Friday dawn

NOTE:  We’re in right age to do all the things you will read on this post. Kids who’s 17 under, go back to facebook stalking.

It’s Thursday Night actually, Me and my friends Rhaine, Vic (rhaine’s bf), and Aoi headed out to Angel’s debut. It’s our first time to go to kawit, Cavite with all by ourselves. We even need to ask help from google to find the right way and Vic’s doubtful Car performance added up our concern.
Dude, you never want to know how we finally get to the event! We lost a couple of hundred times. No, not really.

“The obligatory picture with the debutant”  Vic has NO future in photography. And please we’re not pregnant. My twin’s debut is a whole different story from this post, will blog about it soon!

Because the debutant is always, always busy. After the whole greeting, eating, photo op process we rushed back to road-trip and go straight to (let’s hide his name to AMBOY because lame pet name is lame.) Amboy’s crib.

The weather is just perfect for road trip! Up beat music, Friends, cuddle weather, Tanduay Ice and smoke!

I love it  whenever  7/11 staff  asks my age every time I buy booze. Heck! I  look Minor.(showed my passport for some evidence)

That Night till dawn definitely brought the house down!  There are a lot of Ups and Downs, Someone was rushed in a hospital, all the fun immediately disappear. It was heart wrecking seeing him in that situation, and Guilty were punching our conscience, we left the hospital and decided to just hang to one place and think. After an hour, we drove back to hospital to check if his good, We saw him outside the hospital seated at the bench and laughing like an idiot. Damn that Boy! Na allergy lang pala sa Balut.  – We literally want to kill him right away, That was reckon Fun! We drop him off to his house and headed to rhaine’s pad before something happen again.

– Our Road Trip Mix:

  • Empire State of Mind
  • 7 things I hate about you – Miley rocks!
  • Party in the U.S.A.
  • Teenage Dream – Dude! This is a Must heard
  • Black and Yellow
  • Loot at me now

I only remembered a few. teehee

Korny ko humawak ng bote Hahahaha 😛

Thanks for reading! If you’re planning to have a good road trip too, with your friends. Be careful! Don’t drink too much! And groove to the beat.