Heeeyyy! I told you im comming back kailangan lang talaga naming mag usap ng masinsinan ng macbook. Hehe This is an obligatory blog post. I mean, a blogger without a year-endear blog post? C’mmon mamon.
Note: I’m taking advance excuse for the photos, these are the mobile upload photos. everything was on my laptop in Philas. Hope you’re not PMS-ing cus this post might make you say “SABAW” hehe
Aaaaand you might want to go search “The Night Out by Martin Sloveig” and listen while reading my blog post. Its been a party poppers painted in glitter Year. And I couldn’t agree any less.
January
Marine Base to do some drunk soul searching
Roaaadtrip!!! 😀
a.k.a Wi-Fi searching
February
– did some modeling for my bun’s photo exhibit as a project. Feeling ko talaga kay Kaye matutupad mga panagarap namen.
March – Surreal!!
Its been I-don’t-know-how-many-years since we last reunited in Phils complete!
aaaand I got my babies this year! Drake (iPad) Incugirl (Polaroid)
April – The most retarded prank has happened!
Here’s the link if you haven’t read it yet. https://janxdeleon.wordpress.com/2012/04/04/april-boo-yah-the-calm/
How come you havent read it yet?
MAY- Throwback Thursday!
reunited with amazeballs TGI Fridays’ family!
June – Heartbreaking moment
And how could i not forget how backstreet boys concert broke my heart. Naubusan kame ng tickets. nakaka iyak kaya ayan, we spent it on foooods and bought a new baby and named it Nick Carter. Wild.
JULY –
This is me and angel my evil twin giving me a ride and helping me to move out to some condo in makati, which I had the most annoying time of my life. I didn’t like the unit i stayed in and the work i had plus the personal problems I am shit facing at that time.
August – The very first time i passed out so bad and it took weeks before my friends get over with what I did. Hilarious! Yes, No picture. Its more safe.
October –
Foster the people in Manilaaahh
of course this is not the best photos i can get you, but this is one of the most fun thang that happened this year, its like you were on a vacation with bunch of friends and doing some coolbeans activity like firefighting first aid and saving your ass from sea, things like that. Fun eh? Magsaysay should open a place like this for recreation hehe
November
Lets just say from july up to November was the worst. I mean it tested all the micro parts of me. Patience, understanding, faith, fear, self worth, trust, forgiveness, and love. everything was put on a test, and Man that was rude. Personal and work. Well, I’ve always wondered before “how am i gonna do if i was real bad hurt” I never been hurt soooo bad before. Now I experienced. I dont like to speak to anyone, I just want to work I want to occupied my mind from work and never think of anything shitty, all I can do was to CRY and ask the mother loved bacon WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?! But all these shits made me admire myself more (Naks!) I never thought I can still care even I was hurt by that person, I never thought I could still be THAT understanding, I never thought I could handle my anger well, never imagined I could face my fear, never thought I can forgive that easy and still love that person no matter effin’ what.
aaand just late last month, i discovered something, a thing I don’t even know how to put in words.. all I know is I have the right to feel something. Anak ng ano bang something? but it was a mindblowing “thing” that really question my self worth and a hanging question of “Don’t I have the right to received some shitty explanation?”
I’m just really glad that I have mastered the arts of KEBS. Keber na sa mga negastars at negavibes. Being cold blooded and my the eff i care attitude of mine works at times like this. hehe I’m just lucky I have all my friends to back me up. Ayan ang emoprimetime na no? hayaan nyo na.
“Always be the better person. Always” Yes, it works keep it as a mantra!
And Yes, November! I’ve bought, read and crazy love the Fifty Shades trilogy! Best purchased of this year!!!
December
The after math of thesis title defense with my jej girlz
The very first legit Christmas party of my team! Doomsday x Holidaaaze!!!
What in the world did I do to have all these people? I’m such a lucky bunny. Ok maybe just lucky not a bunny.
And it is already quite obvious that I’m in the city where there’s a lot of Pores! SingaPORES! hahahaha *awkward silence*
Kidding aside, it was great when my sister told me she’s planning to spend christmas with me in Singapore I get allexcited to spend holidays with her in an awesome city! And it is a plus to get a break from all the shitholes that has happened to me this year. I seriously think that this trip is God’s one way of saying “You’ve done a good job this year my child, you deserve a dumpling” hehe but seriously, thank you God and Universe for this!
Yes, it has been a shitty year for me, but at least I gave a good fight. And I am thankful for this year that I get to experienced a lot of things I never ever in my dreams I could do. This has been a crazy roller coaster ride, but I’m glad I have every one who deeply loves me to the bones up to their uterus to back me up when I’m at my ugleehhiest time of my life. hehe I love you, you guys know who you are. retards.
P.S.
look who’s going back to my crazy life? Beeebang!!! the friendship that even vodka cant tear us apart. She’s been MIA since she kicked herself out to school. hahaha bad chic
It’s been a love- kainez relationship 2012 for aoi and I. but we always find the way to get back the fireworks and wodka in our overly attached friendship. I love you, weirdo!
This photo is so gay. hahahahah
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May I just list down all the songs that made my 2012 and you guys might want to check em out.
Internet killed the video star: The Limousines
Kids: Sleigh Bells
Levels: Avicii
Flashback x I created the disco x Feel so close: Calvin Harris
Teenage Crime: Adrian Lux
Trust Issues x The Motto x Hyfr : Drake
Rack City: Tyga
World Spins wildly on: The Weepies
Marching Bands of Manhattan x Stay Young Go Dancing: Death Cab for Cutie
The Scientist: Coldplay
Humming Bird Heartbeat: Katy Perry
Beez in the trap x starship x pound the alarm: Nicki Minaj
We found love x Where have you been x Diamonds: Rihanna
Pumped up Kicks x Call it what you want x Hustling: Foster the People
The Night Out: Martin Sloveig
City of Dreams: Alesso & Dirty South
Fix You: Coldplay (Alesso & Swedish house mafia)
Rock the House x Can’t Stop Me: Afrojack
Kid cudi- Pursuit of happiness (Steve Aoki remix)
Just One: Guetta
Every Chance we get we run: Guetta x Alesso
Ho Hey: The Lumineers
Check em out! They’re Beast!!!
Project Wonderland x Young Manila videos.
May we all have party glitter popper kind of year this 2013! Own it. Claim it.
Happy New Year x Holidaaaaze to you coolbean, you! Thanks for staying up to my blog.
Oooops!
14 days till I turned 21! There’s still plenty of time to make mistakes!
J.